"I really hope that each steps I take is the path slowly towards You..."
Alright, I was back from Yanshan's chalet ytd.
Won't really said that it was a boring one.
But at times, I really enjoy it :)
Having a lot of mahjong games and poker games too.
Wanted to really thanks ZhiYong for the dinner treat and other stuffs.
One more thing,
AhKel, you were the one who me and Kiamin think of during chalet.
Hoping that you could come back, hoping everything for you is always fine.
Today was my day off from sch.
Cos it was marking day.
And tmr will be disaster day,
having all the results back. -_-
I'm mentally prepared to fail anything. D:
Then, will be interviewing at Pepper lunch with Zhenyu tmr.
And chiong work for the whole holiday :)
Finally, this part was for You.
I was glad to see you for the past three days.
But I know, You could have hated me now.
I don't know what else I could say.
But I came up with my own decision after thinking for 2 days.
I won't force myself on forgetting You,
when actually I can't even do it.
And I will continue to love you silently,
even though is tiring, even though I know I will nvr get back Your love.
I don't mind it this way.
I love You, this is the fact that I can't hide or deny anymore.
Don't worry, I will forget You when I know the time is right.
I hope that You will be happy always.
I missss all the past, esp You.
Can I still love You?
Hoping that there's still a chance that Your picture will appear on my phone.
You have a place in my heart;
