Jy.
Thanks PL crew, I am enjoying each day of work.
:)
Ok, for the whole of this part is for myself.
I really really really love you dam much,
even more then my 140707.
But no matter what, I just can't express it out.
I just can't let you know.
Because I don't want to really really rely on you that much and in the end when I wanted or you wanted to leave, it's dam hard.
And I don't want to fall for you any deeper, same goes to you.
Because every relationship, there will be an ending.
I wanted to save this relationship as much as you wanted.
But I really can't make myself to do it.
And I only let you get upset and feel hurt.
I'm really sorry but there's no more choice left.
I only wanted to see you happy and not worried this or that.
Sorry for treating you dam coldly.
I just have to take precautions.
Thanks for putting up with my nonsense and my coldness.
Thanks for all those past months.
I really can't deny anymore,
Deep down in my heart, I truly love you, S.
I wanna give you the very best, I wanna treat you best.
I wanna make you smile and happy each day.
I just wanna love you whole-heartily.
I wanna treasure and cherish you so much and I don't ever wanted to let go.
But it's all too late.
I miss you D:
Yup, I admit.
I didn't love you bravely enough this time.
Because I myself scared that it will be another heart-break.
Sorry.
Let fate decide us.
Life is short.
I still alot more to say, but I think the rest I should keep it inside my heart.
Ok, I ranted enough.
Read all those if you are SMART!
:D
Goodnight.
