I was proud of Carissa Leong.
For getting a 2nd place in Cross-country.
You are good enough ok :)
And somehow it makes me feel like I regretted not running ytd.
But like, no feel to run.
I was wishing if I could skip that St.Nicks match and go for Cross-country.
Cos I didn't play well enough -__-
Feel like dam sad that I didn't play my best,
that I didn't link up when it is supposed to be mine.
that I wasn't really confident.
And that I didn't get the chance to run for cross-country.
I was dam lousy -_____-
I didn't did well for everything that I was given a chance to.
Fuck it -__-
And Ahmad Ibrahim's match is just one day away.
I don't know if I can do my best anot.
I'm lacking of confidence alrdy.
Just feeling very sad -__-
I just need anyone to cheer me up. D:
XOXO♥ || 11:09 pm