After seeing and knowing so much things happen around me,
I know I should stop whatever I am doing right now.
But I really don't understand why guys like to flirt?
They change girlf like change shirts.
Wear and take off so easily.
I don't see any guys who are really sensible enough.
Can you stop being a hongster?
Why?
Why do you treat me like a toy?
When I am caring, you don't even give a damn.
What I'm to you?
Why did you come back in the first place?
Do you know I hated you a lot now?
I thought I have alrdy overcome all those heart breaks.
But I am still so fragile when it comes to you.
I know I am being very very very stupid.
Knowing that you haven changes a single bit, why must I treat you good.
So I have decided to get you out and off my heart, my head.
I gonna prove this to myself that I can do it.
Because I want a happy life right now.
And nvr want you in my life.
I can be strong, inside and outside.
I promised I will nvr be soft-hearted.
Even how much I can't bear it, I will nvr show it.
It's rather to be hurt now then be hurt ltr on.
I have alrdy grown up and know what is right and wrong for me.
Everything is gonna end sooon.
Although I am feeling rather down now,
but I will nvr give up.
You gonna be out of my heart soon.
And nvr enter anymore.
Today will be the last day of treating you well.
Tmr will be a brand new start!
I am 9 feets under, but I'm gonna rise myself now!
