Juliaaaa :D

2010-06-07T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmm.
Sian of using blogger liao leh.
But I got back up! :D
HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-06-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

I LOST JET!
YA AGAIN.

FUCK.

I WANT PHOTOS BACK.
DAM HEART PAIN.

DEAR IS GOING CAMP IN ANOTHER 10 HOURS.

I'M GOING TO CRY.

LOST BOTH PRECIOUS THING AT A GO.

I WANT MY JET BACK.
I NEED DEAR HERE.

HOW?

JET JET JET JET JET JETTTTTTTTTTTTT!

2010-06-03T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Had been enjoying life after last friday.
Even though there is still extra lessons till next wed.

Waking up early in the morning is goddam shit.

Today's oral is a bitch.
I startled and forget what I have just prepared at the 10mins.
Too nervous ah. LOL.

GARENA ISN'T WORKING ANYMORE. :C

WANNA WATCH ELM STREET TMR!

WANNA KBOX TMR AS WELL!

WANNA SPENT THE DAY HAPPILY WITH BIATCH TMR!

cos I will miss you, every single day.

2 years.
Not long, but still v v v long.

T.T

HAPPY DAY!

2010-05-18T14:46:00.004+08:00

Skip sch today!
Bcos I overslept.

Results were back.
Guess what, as usual I failed Amaths.

Bigger news.
I FAILED ENGLISH!
NG SHUTING YOU MUST BE GODDAM HAPPY TO SEE THIS RIGHT HERE!

Can't deny my language suck ah.
But I got B4 for Chinese, can take Olvl this coming June liao.
HAHAH :D

Was happy, v v v happy for my other subjects.
Even though some I just hit the border line pass or more.
Prove that my sleepless nights of chionging nvr go down drain.

YAY \(^-^)/

Prelim needa aim high and chiong more.
Won't regret and say "I should have study earlier on."

Meeting Shuting ltr on.
Intention: to get books.
Got time to spare: to eat with her.
:D :D :D

17 more days, Biatch.
To your 2 long years of battle.

I will miss you, terribly.

2010-05-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

This week was fruitful.

With both exams and fun.
3 subjects, 5 more papers to go.
Most crucial for me is Sci, but I don't think I will score this time.
O.o

Watch The Backup Plan and Ip Man with Biatch,
then IronMan 2 with Don and usuals.
Like Iron man the most!
And waiting for the 3rd one!

Dota with Biatch now and study for test ltr T.T
Sad and pathetic schooling life.

2010-05-03T11:51:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 4th month Deerest!

Ate Manhattan. Went Sentosa.
Luge and sky ride x3!
Super thrilling and funnnn :D
And Universal Studios is bloody 66 bucks during off peak and close v early.
D:

Stay over at Man hse,
Went over to Cathy's bday celebration at her hse next day.
Gamble and win monehhh!
V long nvr spent time with PL crews, feel nice and great.
Miss working there tooo T.T

And down to study with the girls ltr on :D
Hungry now leh.

Kthxbaizxc ^-^

2010-04-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Days are getting shorter and shorter.
38 days to be exact.

2010-04-19T16:12:00.003+08:00

Reach home early today cos Chinese lesson was cancelled!
Did Physics test today.
Tmr have Chinese oral somemore T.T
So overall sch is boringgggggggg.

Wonder how Shuting and the rest of the girls now at Poly.
O_o
I love SP ah Shu! :x

Going out to study with classmates ltr on.

Raining now, beauty slp is much wanted.

But meeting MP3's owner for food slightly more impt :D

46 days left before you are gone,
far far far away from me. D:

2010-04-12T19:24:00.024+08:00

Alright pictures are finally up.
V lazy these few weeks ah.

Just to sum up,
Went to KL on 2nd-4th April with Ling, Jen, Anna, Don and Jianhao.
Play indoor theme park at Times Sq, went around and it was esp fun with them around :D

Next was last sat at Singapore Indoor Stadium with classmates for Band SYF.
Got Gold with Honours!
V v v v v happy and felt proud of them.
And Deyi sec got the best drum major and best band of the year, great performance!

And went cycling with Zhenyu, Jiawei, Irvin, Benedict and Jiahui ytd.
Had an adventurous ride for 3hrs.
Tiring but enjoyable :D
Awaiting for da next outing yo!

Next major thing would be Mid year exams.
Aim not to fail any subjects O.o
O lvl= 6 months left. :O

Not to forget,
Happy 3rd, Ling!
Happy sexy 17th Ryehannn!
Happy 50th dearest Mum!
Happy 19th Cai Xinxin!

I hope I didn't miss out ath!
(^-^)/

2010-03-29T01:53:00.002+08:00

Just the first week of sch after March Holis.
Feel so restless alrdy.
I really don't want to study, but no choice T.T

And caught Kidnapper with Tan WeeMeng on Fri.
Fabulous show, v touching and sound effect power ttm.
Nice show to watch :D

Went to Kaki Bukit Carnival on Sat!
Sun burn now.
But Bowen came in 3rd :D :D
Good job B'div!

Last two days of working at PL this week.
V sad D:

But really loooking forward to this coming Fri!
I guess I will be too excited and can't even get to slp on Thurs :O

Alright game with B now.

2010-03-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

Holidays are ending, tmr.
Sadly.
Had to go back to sch and study again. ):

Homework not done yet, going to chiong now.
Hopefully can finished everything.

But before that, one game first :O

And btw, thanks Shu and Trina for the mini celebration when we meet this week.
Really appreciate that <3

Looking forward to 2nd April!

2010-03-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

Well.
People will always walk in and out of your life, but to those who leave a great impact on me,
is those that I treasured.

Had to say again, this year bday was totally a gd one.
Starting to miss it alrdy leh. T.T

And guess what, 1 week holidays are going to begin in another 15hours!
Better than nth k.
Time to get plenty of rest, play ttm and work done toooooo!

Tmr got P.E :D
And last of sch, need listen to Principal's crap.
O.o

And gone....

2010-03-10T16:48:00.012+08:00

^from my Biatch ^-^

^from Joanne and Ivy :D
^from Zhenwei :)
^from PL crewssszxc :D
^my fav from my fav Rai, Atiq and Nadu :D

Firstly, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME on 8th Mar :D
Had a wonderful time with everyone around me :)

Big Thanks each and everyone for the wishing.
Thanks for everyone effort.
Felt v v v v touched for everything that you all done for me on my bday.
V appreciate and grateful.
Nth can describe this special feeling k!

PL surprise and celebration, (totally not expecting ath though) but really happy ttm :D > surprise at my hse from Joanne and Ivy > out with those two little kids + Jeffrey > Steamboat , ~~Alice in the Wonderland~~ . > Biatch's plan = failed. Ruined by me! > Met up with Don and Jen > Chilled > End of my bday :D

I love all of you :D

And before I go for work, yes work.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESLIN SOON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA DONG!
\(^-^)/

2010-03-06T15:59:00.003+08:00

Bad.
This is so bad.
Having stomach cramps now.
Freaking pain for the past 1h plus.
T.T

On the other hand, Bday is comingggg real sooooooon :D
I don't need ath ya, just a simple wish from those that I hope I could receive,
and everyone.
I'm satisfied alrdy :D

2010-03-01T18:12:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd month Dearest :D

there's no substitute for you in my heart, bcos my life is touched by you :)

2010-02-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

A hectic week had just past.
Common tests results were out from some.
I hope I could have done better ya.
I hope my Sci could cheer me up abit :)

Tmr doing flag day,
equals to waking up early in the morning again.
Shagggzxccc. D:

Oh, 2 more days!
:D

2010-02-26T13:43:00.003+08:00

Disappointment

1. to fail to fulfill the expectations or wishes of ;
2. to defeat the fulfillment of (hopes, plans, etc.); thwart; frustrate: to be disappointed in love.

2010-02-22T01:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU LEE YUHLING aka BB :D
<3

2010-02-20T15:55:00.002+08:00

Hi ^^

Common tests were queuing up.
All the way till Msia liao . LOL.
SS wasn't that bad for me, bcos I studied and memorized so hard.
Geog and Chi-na will be next.
Gotta read books nowww D:

Ltr going watch V.day with dearest.
Looking forward. \(^-^)/
Hope it will be a nice show for me :D
O.o

Bbye.

2010-02-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

CNY holidays ended.
Have to go back sch tmrrrrr.
And common test gonna starts on Fri. T.T
Have to complete all homeworks and start studying now now nowwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Not motivated leh.
God blesss meee then ):

Happy Valentines, love.

2010-02-16T18:53:00.003+08:00

Happy V, Tan Wee Meng :D
Thanks for not giving me up, for not letting go.
Thanks for this wonderful thing that ever happen to me.
I love you, this is true.

2010-02-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS NICE BODY CUTE BODY NG SHUUUUUTINGGGGGGG!
:D :D :D

Went out with her, Trina and David today.
Manhattan fishhhh, srrrruuupppppzxc!
Then shoopppinngg :D

Hope really enjoy the time spenttt today.
Many more birthdaysss to come!

Love you v v v v v much k :)

2010-02-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TRINA SEE XIAO QI!
Love me as much as you love Luo Zhi Xiang k! :D
All the best in your poly and rmb to miss me more oftennn :)
<3

Oh, not forgetting.
HAPPY 1st MONTH Biatchhhhh!
Many more monthszxc and years to come ya?
Alot of ups and downs along the way, but it makes us stronger ya.
Really appreciate things you do did done k. ^^
Hope it last for a lifetime.
5683 968 5664 8463 (^3^)(@.@)/

2010-01-31T13:53:00.007+08:00

Pics up for Jonea's birthday celebration.
V slow I knowwwww.
Had a great time and gathering with the resttt.
Happy Birthday Jonea Lee,
Happy Birthday Leona toooo. :D :D

Ya, another week had past.
Tmr is sch day againnnnn.
Feeling dread but kinda having fun in sch toooo C:

Daybreakers with them.
Cool and amazing show (Y).
Then kbox till 3 plus, bus home.
Dead on bed straighttttt.
Zzzzz.
Enjoying each and every outing we haveeeeee. \(^-^)/

Anw, congrats B team on winning two matches out of 4 for the moment.
2nd round, all the besttt :D
still misses how we fight during n-zone, the bond tt sec 4s used to have.

Vrooooooooooooooooooomzxc.

2010-01-24T02:32:00.004+08:00

Hihi.

I know who are all those clown 1,2,3,4 alrdy la.
So simple lor.
And ya la.
If really not happy can come tell infront of me and not hide behind the comps and type type type k.
So childish and they all are going to die in my hands sooon.
Thanks ah :)

Had a great time with Shu and Jeslin todayyyy.
Plus Callist and Wantheng.
Hope team gets in 2nd round.
Hope to make Ms Tan, Coach and sch proud.
So that dog tcher will not look down on us anymoreee.
Cool :D

feels that this relationship isn't meant to be.
feels that it will end sooner or ltr.
feels that you still like G.
i don't want let go but i can't hold on to sth which i shouldn't.
it will cost more pain and hurt.
don't want things repeat again.

2010-01-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

JOSLYNN TAN wanted me to post so badly, so here I am.
Blog is boring I know laaaaaaaa ):

So went to 313 with Shu, Joslynn, Trina, Yl and Jonea.
Bought my N.U.M wallet!
Yay so happy la ^^
Went around orchard.
Ate Yami yoghurt.
But still prefer Frolick one!

I guess it's the first time 6 of us went out tgt?
LOL.
Awaiting for the next one.
Miss those days of trainings and matches with you all here so muchhhhh.
Inserts infinity sad facessssszxc.

Oh, going Msia with family and alot unfamiliar faces tmr.
Of cos will enjoy.
Toodles.

2010-01-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

I promised I won't let go of you.
You must not too.
Cos I know I love you and I wanna treasure this relationship.
And I know you won't ever let me down.
And I always got you.
:>

2010-01-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

Let go or no let go?
Why is it so difficult?
What is it that are holding me back?
What am I so unsure of?
Why am I not confident at all?
What are thoughts running thru?
What I am to you?

Simple as that, why did I chose this in the first place?
Consequences are?
Biggest mistake I made?
Am I regretting?

ONE FUCKING BIG ANS TO ALL THIS.

2010-01-06T00:47:00.002+08:00

I know I'm not gonna regret this.
I know I'm gonna give my all in this.
I know I will nvr give up on this.

How ridiculous it can be, I know deeply,
the one I will always love,
the one that lives deep down in my heart,
is you.

Cross my heart, this is true.

As long as it can be.

Tan Wee Meng, this is for you :)

2010-01-03T21:38:00.004+08:00

I'M RECOVERINGGGGGG!
But now down with flu + cough :O

So tmr sch OPENS.
kinda excited cos going to sch as a sec 5 and not going to sch to see all those sec 5.
^^
But ya la, most imptly,
NEED TO CHIONG, STUDY AND ONLY BE A NERD.
Such a poor typical teenage life for 10 months D:

I hope I get into a2, hopes to be in Mrs.Chia class for Chem, Mr Tbh for Phy.
Pray hard ahhhhhhhhh ):

and I haven get a new bag yet T.T

Kthxbai. ^-^

2010-01-01T01:40:00.002+08:00

H-A-P-P-Y 2-0-1-0!

But I'm down with chicken pox nowww D:
Can you actually believe this? >:/
Gave countdown a huge MISS and now blogging with mai phone.
Feels so patheticcccc nao t.t

Well 2009 had been a great year but tough one for me.
So GOODBYEEE TO YOU!

And for this 2010,
>study hard, do well for Os.
>Netball get in 2nd round.
>no more regrets.
>be a better girl, better person.
>and nvr lose contact with someone special.

2010 will be a tougher one then.
JY :D
Alrightttttttt,
Bai.

2009-12-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

It's Christmas Eve!

And going to Cathy's hse to celebrate with PL crewwsss lataaa :D
It gonnaaa be fun and excitinggg.
But I haven buy present and food D:
Must wake up early in the morning and buyyyy.
T.T

I hope I can go Orchard and countdown and play the snow spray like last year with Trina, Yuhling and Jonea D:
Even better yaa.

Well, more serious thing now.
Sch gonna start in another 11 more days.
Idk if sec 5 is the route I really want, but I will strive v v v v v hard for it.
All the best :D

I'm afraid it will be another Nuhsha.
Don't want things to repeat again.
Don't want to feel pain.

2009-12-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

Judgement day had ended.
And I got a 13 for Ns.
Quite sad actually becos this wasn't what I aim for ):
I don't think I deserve Os, but I really wanna make it to my Food Sci in poly.
I hope Os won't be a rocky path. (but it will.)
And ITE's applied food sci is temptingggggggggggggg. D:

Ivy gonna go Taiwan and enjoy in 5 hours timeeeeeee!
So envious.
I want oso.
Tc ok :)
And seeee ya sooooooon.

I d k w h a t i s a l l t h i s a b o u t.
C a n e v e r y t h i n g j u s t s t o p h e r e?
I d o n 't w a n t t o f a l l a n y d e e p e r.
B u t I k n o w I c a n't a n y m o r e, I c a n't h o l d b a c k w h a t e v e r I h a v e n o w.

2009-12-15T13:37:00.006+08:00

YAY.
Pictures of Nations Cup and pool with them ytd!
I bet Shu is v v v v v jealous that she nvr watch Mickey play :)
But I nvr take picture with herrrr ): cant show off too.
But with Melody and Premila! :D :D

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANHAO! :D
Going to Don's hse and celebrate his bday sooooooon.
Can't wait to see her cat only :D

Alrightttt.
Have to go.
Bb.

2009-12-11T01:28:00.002+08:00

I WANNA GO NATIONS CUP LTR SO BADLY YOU KNOW.
BUT NO, I GOTTA WORK D:

I WANT GO LEH D:

OK NVM.

I SHALL WAKE UP EARLY ON SAT TO WATCH.

FEEL HAPPY TO SEE STH JUST NOW.

Alright, no more caps.

And I know, I got great friends around me :D
Feel v v v v v happy.

MARINA :D

2009-12-09T22:52:00.016+08:00

So.
Went City Hall for Couples Retreat.
Quite ok la, not bad.
Found Ryehann at BK too.
YAY. Finally get to see her ya :)

Then steamboat dinner.
V v v v v v v fullll.
Oh ya, wrote my 2010 wish at Marina there too.

Alright.
Tmr work again.
Dreadful ya ):

And I seriously hate hypocrites.
Why must it be you?

2009-12-09T01:54:00.002+08:00

I don't know what is all this.
But deep down inside my heart, I'm really happy.
Happy to be like this.
And don't wish for anything more than this.
:)

I miss you, too.

2009-12-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 14th WANTHENG :D
awaiting for the time you turned 16 :)

Boom boom pow.

2009-12-04T14:37:00.008+08:00

Pichas for chalet as said :)

V less pichas ah.

And well done for the SNG match today.
V proud of you all.
I miss chalet :)

2009-12-04T03:12:00.002+08:00

Back from Netball chalettttttt!
No words to decribe how fun was the chalet, just that didn't took alot of photos.
Photos next post ah :)

V v v v v v surprised to receive present from the team, v v v v v touched too.
I almost cried cos I nvr think they will lie to us.
Feel v happy to see the sec 2s cooking for us.
Thanks girls, uber millions of thanks.
How sweet are them, this makes me even harder to leave them.
Makes me miss them more.
Esp my sec 4s, Jeslin Soon, Carissa, Shina, Callist, Wantheng.
:C

Didn't slp for the both nights.
Only for like 3 hours in total.
Played MAHJONG!
AND TRINA ONLY WIN AT 630 on the 2nd day.
I think she gonna curse meeeeeeee!
Played sth call PIG. LOL.
GREAT GAME, then sth do with poker. EAT POTATOES, DRINK WATER until bloated.

Feel v heart pain after leaving, feel like staying for another 334565466721097 days la.
Hahaha.
Alrightttt.
GOOD LUCK TEAM ON SNG MATCH LTR!

2009-11-30T11:45:00.003+08:00

Netball chalet today.
Kinda excited and loook forward though.
So, gonna enjoy myself there la.

And I have pack a single thing ):
Ok, start nowwwwwww!

I ' m a f r a i d , t h e o n e i m i s s t h i s t i m e m i g h t b e h i m .
T h i s m u s t n o t h a p p e n .
N o w a y.
kthxbai.

2009-11-28T03:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CARISSA LEONG!
祝你生日快乐 :D

Alright, went back sch for netball last thurs.
And seriously hate ppl who do dirty tricks to fight for the ball. _l_
Miss all my sec 4s.

Netball chalet coming, kinda look forward.
Guess it will be fun ya.

Dk if I should go Malaysia this weekend,
cos there's someone going. :/

Ah, gooodnight yo.

2009-11-22T02:25:00.002+08:00

Oh well.

Had a great fever last two days.
And suffering from flu now.
The feeeling is so baddddddddddd ):

Nevertheless, celebrated Joanne's birthday on the 19th.
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER too! (21st Nov)

Went out with Jen, Don, JianHao and Mashi just now.
To have steamboat at Cheenahh-town.
The foooood there was (Y).
But didn't eat much becos I can't smell any flavour due to my fluuuu ):
And I always enjoy their company :D

I'm looking forward to 24th!

Alright, have work ltr at 11am.
GOODNIGHT.

2009-11-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

Super super super hungry now ):
Feels like calling mac.

And so not looking forward to work tmr.
Seriously, I don't know how to face it la.
Is either I shut up or just pretend.
But till the extend I can't pretend anymore, Idk what is the next step.
Phew ._.

Goodnight world.

2009-11-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

Love isn't a mutiple choice question.

2009-11-04T12:43:00.003+08:00

The whole of hairdressing course had ended.
Was happy ah, cos no need to wake up early to visit the sch for at least 2 months!
At the same time,
Thanks instructors Sue, Vincent and Marilyn.
:)

And I'm superrrrrrrrr excited!
Becos I'm going Thailand during Dec.
And also, that godson of my aunty is going. Got handsome boy see lo!
But, maybe only la.
Skali no have ):

Work work work and MORE work.
5 hours to go.

And,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE GIRLFRIEND :D (1 nov)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN WEI XUAN. (3 nov)

2009-10-31T02:23:00.002+08:00

Had a free fringe cut ytd.
Looks quite ok la.
^^
Thanks tcher Vincent ya.

Going for Halloween party at the ltr part of the day with Joanne and Ivy.
And suddenly feeeeeeeels like playing pool now!

I'm hungry, how to slp?
):

2009-10-20T14:39:00.002+08:00

Back to sch after such long period.
Boring ttm. -.-

There's work ltr.
With Joanne.
So it's time for me to get some slp.
Bye.

2009-10-18T00:33:00.003+08:00

I seriously just feel like writing out whatever I'm thinking now.
But I rather hold sth back.
Damn.

Can't fucking stand those fucking couples who said they won't ever leave the person but ended up leaving each other within 3 fucking months.
Is that called love, small kiddos?
Fuck you then.

Feeling kinda speechless after work today.
I dk the fucking reason(s) why.
And, I'm sorry if I did ath that is so super stupid.
I wanna the past environment back.
):

2009-10-16T20:36:00.002+08:00

Went to Kbox today!
With Joanne and Ivy :)
Dam drained out, we finished our drinks fast enough today.
FUN DAY OUT.

And ya,
Big thanks to Mashi, Jen and Cathy!
I enjoyed Thurs work.
I'm sorry, if I'm being so clumsly at work recently.
):

2009-10-14T15:46:00.002+08:00

Work in another 2 hours.
Feel kinda dread.
Maybe becos of new environment with new captains there?
Well, have to adapt.
And I think I will only be fine with the old ppl around.
I miss working with Jen, Mashi, Jian Hao and Murphy.
):

Good luck to me. >.<

2009-10-13T10:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Zhenwei :)

Had a wonderful weekend.
Thanks everyone who are there.
And really big big big thanks to Biatch!
Who wasted his slp bcos of helping me.
Thanks you truckloads and really really appreciate it v v v v v much.

2009-10-09T17:15:00.003+08:00

YAY ^^
N-lvl is FINALLY OVER!
Feel quite happy but on the other hand, results will out real soon. ):
NVM, LET'S PARTYYYYYYYYYYY first!

And sch will only start on 20th!
Freaking happpppy.

And back to PL!
:D :D :D :D

Mid-Autumn Festival.

2009-10-05T19:04:00.010+08:00

Had a wonderful weekend last week.
Stay over at Joanne's hse study, with Ivy.
Play candles and,
finally the start of N lvl again.

Had the first paper of the week which is Sci.
Feel rather happy after doing it la.
Hope I don't disappoint myself pls ):
Tmr will be Emaths paper 1.
GOOD LUCK FRIENDS!

Chiong for the whole week and after that,
LET'S PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
(And LA-LA-LAUGH at ppl!) :x

Go study.

2009-09-26T20:55:00.001+08:00

Studying tmr with Shu and Wantheng again.
Last final lap.

2009-09-23T20:18:00.001+08:00

I really missss working in PL,
misssssss those people there.
):

2009-09-20T21:51:00.005+08:00

It's a nice date today.
20092009 :)

Another day of break from sch ^^

2009-09-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna prove A.Goh wrong this time round,
I'm not gonna let HER fucking look down on me anymore.
WATCH only ok.

2009-09-16T21:55:00.001+08:00

TWO WORDS.
TOTALLY CORK.

2009-09-15T18:47:00.002+08:00

Thanks Mum.
Although I got it, but I still misses my original one.
Maybe having some incredible feelings for it.
I still misses my wallet so much, misses my old Jet so much.
Something is just missing down there.
D:

Hope Mrs Chia will be fine.

THIS IS A FUCKING EMO POST.

2009-09-13T22:26:00.005+08:00

WHY DIDN'T I TRUST MY PREMONITION THIS TIME ROUND?
A BIG FUCKING HELL 'WHY'?

Ya, my file just fucking GONE while playing bball.
I should have just do sth about it when those girls sat near our belongings.
BUT HELL NO, I JUST CONTINUE TO BE ENGROSSED IN PLAYING.

I seriously just want my Jet to be back NOW, I haven owned it for a month. -.-
The cow skin thing made at Cambodia was the only thing that I have in common with Nuhsha.
Now it's gone, FOREVER.
The same wallet with Jes and Shina, GONE.
This time, I really feel my heart aching. D:

I'm sorry Mum,
I know I disappoint you in lots of way.
Yet each time you forgive.
D:

3 fucking lessons I learnt from this fucking experience:
1. Take good care of all your belongings whenever you go, dont think that you won't lose it means you won't. You will nvr know.
2. One's heart can be so fucking ugly and greedy.
3. I realised that I've got good friends around me who care.

No point whinning, gone means gone.
Not end of the world.
WanTheng, don't emo.

Kbox.

2009-09-13T12:44:00.002+08:00

Sch is back tmr.
One word, SHAG.
I don't want.
-.-

2009-09-13T01:19:00.002+08:00

I'm getting more and more worried.
I just hope whatever it is infront of me now is all fake.
I feel so useless.
I don't want see her sad.

2009-09-11T11:54:00.001+08:00

Cycling day!

I miss this campsite. With 3a1, Dewey and another instructor.

Ok, something went wrong for the skin.
But tada, it's solved now.
New blog skin, although I still prefer the old one.
But nvm, new look ah.

Went cycling on Wed with Ivy and Joanne.
Then overnight at Joanne's place.
I don't suck at Chinese chess.
~!@#$%
And then went home and slp for 17 hours with toilet breaks. hahaha.
So now I'm super hungry. -.-

Less than one month, papers after papers are coming.
Very afraid, but I know I have to do well this time round.
To prove to A.Goh that I can score too.
Shag. ):

Going kbox ltr, bye.

2009-09-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

I miss this team, tgt with Mrs Iszal and my seniors. ):

2009-09-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

3 papers straight in a row.
And tmr, Chi-na being the first paper.
I know, I must do well in every paper starting from tmr.
I seriously don't feel like facing this major exams now.
-.-

And I'm afraid whatever I studied for SS didnt come out.
I will be so dead.
I hope Chap 2 & 6 will come out.
PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHHH!

Going to take a evening nap before continue studying.

2009-09-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

After all these that had been happening around me.
I can say that you have really grown up.
To someone that I may not be familiar with anymore.
It kinda cuts deep down.
But it's ok, it doesn't matter much to me anymore.

Becos I know one day, you won't be that girl that I always know.
It just like in an blink of eye.
You make me realise sth,
frienship is sth that can be easily measured.
Thanks.

But, I really really miss the 'last time' you.
D:

Cherish, what ppl have keep in their minds now.
Cos beautiful moments are esp short.

2009-09-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken this few days.

Alright.
My internet is finally working.
But I still need to buy the router as for the wireless access.
TROUBLESOME.

N-lvl is in another like, 4 days?
D:

Btw, TD celebrations abit not high enough ah.
I really prefer last year one.
More highhhhhhhhh likeeeeeeeee...........
Cannot blame la, those people are abit . . .
:x shut up only.

Ok, study time.
Byeeeeeeee!

2009-08-29T23:24:00.001+08:00

Blogger icons are disappearing again.
Now don't have.
What's wrong.
-_-

Stayed over at Joanne's hse ytd!
With Ivy OCH. :)
Like ohhhhhhhhh yeah.
Was having lots of fun.
HAHAHAHAHA!

Woke up today, rush home and offffff to sch again.
For I.James lessons.

Alright, time to get down and study SS.
9 more days, I'm gone.

2009-08-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

I was rather off during the later part of the day ):

2009-08-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

2 weeeeeeks to go,
it will be the first ever paper.
I can't imagine how I'm gonane seat for the other subjects.
I'm afraid, of the results.
D:
SHAG! -______-

And.
Seeing you all ran, Carissa chiong up the slope.
really makes me remind of how the training days were like last time.
Really makes my heart sank.
I missss netball, v v v v v v v much. ):
I misss my sec 4s.

And somehow, your words hurt me quite abit. D:

And I miss working in PL too.

2009-08-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

Alright, thanks for those who help at my tagboard.
Those ppl are just sucker(s) who got so bored at sucking their fathers' dick and come KPO here.
It's ok, I know.
Well if you dare, come to my FACE and comment.
Thanks!

I can't wait for Ns to finish.
Imagine how it feels,
it will be so so so so so so RELIEVED.
WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I will be v v v v v v glad then.

Last final lap, chiong chiong CHIONG!

2009-08-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

So happening ah, my tagboard.
Nvm, good what.
Thanks!

Results were all back.
Disappointed is the only word.
Maybe bcos I aimed to high alrdy, but I know I must do well.
N lvl, not prepared.
I hope there's no such thing!

I don't know what is happening, maybe I'm being too sensitive alrdy la.
Ok.

2009-08-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

There's only Eng and Comb Humanities haven go thru yet.

I'm really speechless for my A.maths, but I got the motivation to do well for Ns.
I prove to you, A.Goh.
If you think that those A1s are capable of doing that, come one la ok.
The whole cohort only Nigel Lew, the highest in class can do that TOUGH question?
I'm not jealous of him having great results, cos I know I didn't study much too.
So? The final one would be Ns and not PRELIM.
_l_

Disappointed for both E.maths and Comb.Sci.
D: D: D: D:

It's going to be a tough fight on getting into Sec 5 next year.
I will make it, if I put in effort.
:)

2009-08-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

想你的习惯.
My habit of missing You.

2009-08-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY FUNNY.
By JoanneL.
HAHAHAHAHA!
*He and She* keep on adjusting the bra and underwear.
WOW!

I like this!

Pictures for Kbox!

2009-08-15T18:59:00.000+08:00

P.S. I miss working in PL D:

2009-08-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

OMG, FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME, I HAPPY.
Bcos all those icons for blogger are BACK.
So I could put colours now!

Prelims are finaly over!
No need to burn anymore midnight oil.
But N lvl is nearing. D:
Can I just not take it?

Next it will be results.
I know I didn't put in effort in my A.maths and I won't be surprised having A.Goh looking down on me again.
Come on, I'll prove to you during Ns, even though I'm not willing.
I hope I can get better grades for Comb.Sci.
But if I don't, I would really be upset and disappointed.
And for E.maths, if I got better than all those A1(s), this is for you.
"for the very first time, I got higher than YOU, in YOUR FACE. OPPPS :X"

Kbox today with Joanne and Ivy.
Pictures will be up soon.
And Joanne toook away the picture I wanted.
Damn.

I don't feel like putting up with you anymore but in the same time, I can't lose this.
It's getting further.

2009-08-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

Why Zy must come and update me with every single thing about You?
_l_
I just wanna pick up the phone,
punch in your phone number,
press that call button
and listen to Your voice once more.
Can I still do so?

Why izzit that You are still deep down there?

2009-08-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

Blogger still doesn't the icons bar.
Super sian.

Prelims seriously suck.
Still have Geog, A, Emaths and Comb Sci to go.
I wish I don't have to sit for any exams, esp N.

I miss working in PL.
Esp the crew there.
I'm looking forward to the day when I'm back.
Tc, everyone!

Long weekend,
shall enjoy a little and study alot.
BOOOO.
Bye.

2009-08-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

Two more days to prelims.
Damn fast, isn't it.
I still haven started revising any subjects yet.
OPPPPPPPPPPPS.
Seriously, don't feel like facing all these exams now.
:/

I need to get SS template from M.Chua tmr.
Need to get started with SS first.
Need to practise more maths work.
Should get an A1 for comb sci this time.
So much to do, so little time.

And bad news is I lost my SS and Geog files.
I left them under desk, and they disappear just within the weekends.
Curse those ppl who took them away.
No notes to refer, plain textbk.
OH-CRAP.

2009-08-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

Reading back on my posts,
looking back on those pictures on my phone.
I really miss the beautiful memories that we had tgt once.
And I still wish that everything could come back again.
Indeed naive.
Have ath reminds you of me?
Truly, Madly, Deeply.
I miss You, SJW.

2009-07-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly, Joanne, Rachel, Ivy and me didn't attend sch today.
Coincidence or what?
And I thought Rachel would be at sch when msging wit Ivy, come out she oso didn't go.
LOL.

Went to doc in the morning.
The sin-seh twist and press, pain like cannot be describe.
-__-

Should be going to sch tmr.

Shuting the hero!

2009-07-29T18:14:00.003+08:00

Hi. Please take care of your leg.
I shall accompany you to the doctor tomorrow.

Hehehehehe.

Zzz, i'm still thinking that it's HER fault for betraying us.
tmd, very angry sia.
-.-

Oki bye.
xo!

2009-07-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER STILL CAN'T POST PICTURES!!!
It's so so so so plain, ass.

Finally met Shuting and Jeslin after sch today.
Seriously, I can't bear to step down.
Still wanting to attend trainings.
But I have to let go now.
I really really really miss netball very very very much.

Prelims are next week, N lvl-40 days more.
Too fast for everything until I didn't know where to start off.
Why must I face all this now?

MrsC, I won't let you be disappointed.
;I love you back too, J.

2009-07-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

Posting space is back to normal.
But the colours, font, the whole bar of icons is still not appearing yet.
Sian la, how to post pictures like that?
All in worddddddddddddds.
-___-

Completed only 1 Physics paper at drive-thru mac just now.
Not productive and condusive place.
Bcos got PangDing(fyi, it's JoanneL).
Shall we go Kovan mac next time?

I miss twice the chance of getting that black ball into that damn hole just now.
PangDing is simply toooooo lucky.
Tyco shits.
Pool is fun!

Alright, viwawa with them!
Byeeeeeeeezxc.

2009-07-24T23:39:00.001+08:00

Chi-na oral was so-so la.
I hope I could actually pass la, cos I think the time I spent with the examiners is less than what is give for the prep.
LOL.

Stomach cramps now.
:/

2009-07-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

Raihan!
I try, but failed.
Still can't post pictures.
Don't even have the colours all those icons.
And I'm using Firefox to post now.
D:

Oh wells, going Far east with the girls ltr.
See ya.

2009-07-21T20:49:00.002+08:00

OMG I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MY BLOG.
NOW CAN'T EVEN POST ANY PICTURES, ALL THOSE FORMATS FOR POSTING WERE LIKE CRAP.
MY POSTING SPACE IS SO FUCKING SMALL.
WTF?
forget it.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

AIYA, HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY BTW.
NO PICTURES. T.T
SIANZXC.

ok, bye.

2009-07-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hi. Julia tan says she miss me very much!
Hehehe.

xoxo,
shuting!

2009-07-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I just have a good sun-tan today at the juniors Pesta Sukan carnival.
Yes Ms Tan, I certainly do miss playing netball.
If there's any chance to play once again, I hope the bond won't be lost.

Went to study at afternoon.
Was doing my maths all the way.
Went around amk, then home.

Next week will be my last week working before I take my break.
For around 2 months plus?
Ya.

AND.
Carissa, I'm really a kind soul who is willing to spent my slping time to have breakfast with you.

Bye.

2009-07-14T19:10:00.002+08:00

Tmr no work!
Cool or what? :D

JoanneL and me were playing Sudoku in class this few days.
She addicted, even go buy that book.
LOL.
Keep your brain working.
Ms James say can live longer, where the link?
-.-

Oh ya, readdddddddd this!
Eh you know right, I was at ntuc.
Then I queueing up to buy drink,
then this ah ma infront of me turn around super random ask me to call her ah ma.
I just call lor.
Then later she turn again, call me grand daughter and hug me.
I was like .__.
Then when it was her turn to pay, she ran away! :/
Then the cashier charge her things to my bill, I stand there don't know what to do.
Aiya, then just chase her lor. I ran after her,
then I saw her entering this lift.
I chiong there then before the lift door close, I manage to pull her leg.
Just like how I'm pulling your leg now.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
(and if you are the reader, your reaction would be -.-)
Thanks ah Shu.

I miss playing netball with sec 4s.
Miss those trainings with the rest of the team as well :(
Everything will come to an end eventually.

2009-07-12T13:33:00.002+08:00

English Oral was total crap to me.
I seriously think that I talk alot of craps -.-

Work at Isetan ytd was tiring.
Really tiring, legs are damn sour.
But it was really fun at night.
Makes me feel like working there again :)

To somebody out there,
what a friend you can be.
I nvr ask you to share everything with me, and I obviously know that you love your grp more than me.
4 years down the road, those fun times we have, can't be compared to just a secret you have been hiding?
You let me see thru you, thanks.
Fucking disappointed.

Piles of homework undone, let's get settled down and stop whining.

2009-07-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

Just finished bathing.
Had lessons all the way until 5 plus.
Long day D:

Had dinner at Compass with JoanneL and Ivy.
L calls me egg white lobster.
NB. I hate sitting with her ok.

Tmr, Eng N lvl oral.
Cool, being the 2nd one.
Shall die and shiver and be nervous down there.
I really don't want to leave the exam place feeling regretted.
*cross fingers*

ALRIGHTY,
homeworks, homeworks and more homeworks.

2009-07-08T23:46:00.001+08:00

Just finish working.
Did kitchen closing -___-
Sucks likeeeeeeeeeeeeee don't know what.
Well, first time and pls last time :)

Oh, and I help Mashi to wash the floor for his service close just now.
Cooool right huh, Biatch!
(he asked me to wrote on my blog, well done!)

I'm sitting with JoanneL now.
Total tortureee.
And who wants to be your bestiess. HAHA.

Sometimes somethings is better left unsaid.
I just have to keep my bloody mouth shut.
I'm . . . and do you all think I wanted it this way?
I got my own feelings.
NBCB.
_l_

I miss netball.
I feel like shouting.
I feel like cursing.
I'm hungry too.

2009-07-07T01:48:00.003+08:00

Change blogskin, finally.
A simple and normal one la.

There is sch in another 5 hours,
and I haven go to bed yet.

Just went to kbox, yes again.
With Shu, Jeje and Mandy.
Singing is healthy.

Still in holidays mood.
Get settled down sooooon ya?

Ok, Goodnight.

2009-06-30T20:15:00.002+08:00

Sch is still fine for me now.
Didn't feel like I'm taking N this year.
Which is only few months away.
T.T

Yay, Monday is another break.
Going Kbox!
Wooooooooooooohoooooooooooo!
Like holiday ah, hah.

I needa finish up some maths work.
Vrooooooooooooooom.

2009-06-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ATIQAH!

Hope you really enjoy today.
Lovesssssss you lots.
:)

Alright, and HAPPY 2xth BIRTHDAY COACH JO!
Thanks for all the efforts you put in for us, really appreciate it v much.
Really v v v v diff from Coach Yuliani, but I still miss her.
I hope that Bowen Netball would do their best tgt with you.

Saw the new time-table.
For those who still don't know about it,
it's here. http://www.bowensec.moe.edu.sg/wbn/slot/u1361/Essential_Information/class%20timetable/index2.html

Thanks me alright.
So Andrew Lau is gonna teach my class for Chem, that HANDSOME and MACHO TCHER!
WOOOOOOOOOOOO!
And Derrick Lim is taking A3 for Physics.

I don't want Mattias Chua for SS!

Sch gonna start, have to face it.
Let's enjoy and study hard!

2009-06-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH TOH!
Hope that you would always be happy, takecare :)

Went to Kbox again with Shu, Trina, Jerry and Jacob.
The 3rd time of the whole holidays alrdy.
HAHA :D

Alright, work again tmr.
I will have lots and lots of money to spent sooooooooon!

Byeeeeeee.

I guess, I really have frozen my heart.

2009-06-20T22:25:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo!

Had been quite busy this week.
With homework and mostly work.
Holidays are gonna end soon, shall enjoy abit more.
And will be hiding behind all those books.
-___-

Ytd during work must really thanks Mashi for helping me behind.
Cleaning all those trays and utensils plus slowing down in doing his dishes.
IF not, I would really be dying down there.
Thanks v v v v v much, felt v v v v guilty though.

I miss netball, esp playing with my own team.
D:

Oh ya, Happy Birthday Jerry!

And I love cockroaches, Shu!
-Why the sky is blue?
BECOS ('blueblueblueblueblueblue').
:DD